"You handled it so well." Did I?

Did I really handle it well, or did I just hide it well enough for you to think I'm okay?

I wonder what they would say if they knew how often I've cried out to God, "Please, just help me get through this"

Maybe I look strong to the world, but inside, I know I've only made it this far because of God's grace. He's the one who's been holding me together when I thought I would fall apart.

So no, I didn't handle it well. God did. And He's still handling it, because without Him, I know I wouldn't have made it this far. Thank you God